For two years I was in a unhealthy, abusive, controlling relationship. I was off-and-on cut off from people/friends and unable to move forward. My self esteem was crushed and I do have a desire to educate about domestic violence because I’m in awe that I didn’t see it/know it was happening, or just have the skills and education to help myself out of it before my self-esteem was turned to mashed potatoes.

The good note is I’ve had a lot of therapy and I’m finally free from everything holding me back. It’s time to make art and live! And I appreciate you being on this long, painful but beautiful journey with me.

When I didn’t have friends or family I did oddly have strangers on the internet who boosted me up and got me though the worst of it.

My website has been garbage since I’ve been nose diving since Mika Mae Jone (my lady) passed in 2019. But I’m making new friends living in Portland. Every month is a struggle right now. I’m trying to get my health back up/and working on finding a way to make an income.

I have many things going for me right now. I finally feel like I have a bit of a support system. I feel loved. I’m just barely getting by but that’s a lot. I am lucky and blessed and going to make the most of this next chapter.

I will be updating regularly (hopefully with a schedule) and many wonderful things to come. Love to all. Thank you. I’m going to find words to express my gratitude. But maybe I don’t need them. I just need to thrive and move forward.