MOVING TO PORTLAND ASAP

I’m not trying to depress from Covid depression and stress… however, I have to confess that my life is a mess… 

I’m moving to Portland with the funds to land. But getting employment and other fucking so much crap is not yet planned and can’t be until I get a place and that could be hard because I don’t have much rental history and I can pay rent but not prove it yet! So wanna bet it won’t be easy? Bet you don’t and bet agent me. 

Come one come all I’m scared as hell. This part of life has come without warning and I’m trying to be strong but I’m confused and need all the support I can get. I’ll be posting something random for sale with every blog so go to my shop if you want to support. 

LOVE TO ALL

HAPPY YEAR OF THE OX (MY YEAR) 2021 A NEW CHAPTER <3

Ana-Relationship Zen for the New Year :

It’s funny to think oneself original when we are all products created from bachelor degrees from relationships past. And I don’t think we want to forget all of them! We might hate people who stole things/ideas/styles from us, treated us poorly and left with miss represented shreds from our treasured characteristics. Yet I think big pictures these people go on to be us. Denial and forgetfulness can hide a lot of self truths… But to have an original thought is to be a good listener and a constant student of the world around us.

SO HOWDY Partners! I’m going to be selling so much of my life and starting fresh. I’m independent and a little lost due to isolation and feeling the need for support. That said I’m also in-love and that’s a big change for me. But what’s next? I couldn’t tell you. I’m honestly a little scared myself but I know it’s going to be different because it’s my OX year and I’ve been being patient for so long… it’s my times to shine… tell the truth about Mika/find some medial closure and hopefully launch my career. So please visit my shop for random listings and keep your eyes open… the is the start of many many blogs and some serious truths. that will be…. honestly…. kinda uh big deal :)

RIP Mika Mae Jones My Darling

I met Mika Mae Jones in College. 

I keep trying to write words to express to transformation she went though. 

And what she meant to me. 

But she was my best friend though my adult life. 

And nothing does justice to what I feel right now. 

I’m writing a book and it’s going to go into depth about this transformation. 

But no short blog can say. 

All I can say is that losing Mika is tragic. 

My heart is broken. 

The world looks different. 

And I love her with all of my broken heart.